Monday, February 29, 2016

First Email from Mississippi: 2/23/2016

I am now sitting in Mississippi and loving it! It seems so surreal that I am actually here! As we walked off the plane, I felt as if I was being gently spritzed with water. My hair instantly starting curling and I have just embraced it. I will have to deal with curly hair and slightly damp clothes. Even my journal pages are curling from the humidity. I love it though. I have been assigned to the Clinton, Mississippi Area with Sister Fa' Laou. I don't have an address yet, but I will send you as soon as I can. I love y'all so much! I can't write a lot because of shortage of time, but here is a basic overview!

Lots of humidity. Like so much. It is currently 60-70s with humidity and fog making it even more damp. I feel like I don't even need lotion. That will be nice. :)

I am excited to meet my companion and get to know her. Everyone I have talked to gets really excited and says that she is the funniest sister with lots of energy and excitement for the gospel. Can't wait!

My Mission President and wife are so nice! They are so caring and wonderful. We had a great time last night getting to know them and the zone leaders, assistants and district leaders that picked us up from the airport. They are a lively and hilarious bunch. One of the coolest Elders is heading home tomorrow and I'm kind of sad that I won't get to know him better. He is so helpful in easing all of our fears of being new. Wonderful guy.

Elder Alhalteh. He emailed Sister Carter about me and how excited he was for us to be in his home state. His dad called the Mission President and begged him and the assistants to put her and me in his home ward. Elder Hendrickson, the elder from above, said he was begging in his thick Jordan accent, but alas, we are going to Clinton and ...? Somewhere in my district. 
Anyways, Elder Alhalteh also told her about you dad and how you, and I quote, "have no chill." Hahaha. He said you stalked him on Twitter and everything. I laughed really hard as I read his email to her about that. Made  me miss you and your joking.

Humidity. Again. Lots of humidity.

All in all, I am absolutely loving it here. I have only been here for 16 hours, but I already have fallen in love with the green, lush, old timey look of the place. I can't wait to get out there and teach about our loving Heavenly Father and share the joy I have for the gospel. Also to hear the southern accents. Fingers crossed I picked up on it. I would be so happy if I came home talking like a southern belle. ;)

I thought last night about how long I am going to be here and while it seems like a long time, it also seems far too short already.

My trainer just walked in and I am already crying from laughter. She introduced herself  as follows: "Hi! I'm Sister Fa' Laou, the best sister missionary ever to live. I will probably be the first AP. I don't know why President trusted me to train, but hey, he will just have to deal with me ruining y'all with my ways. ;)" I told her I was from Utah and she yelled "What?! Another from Utah! Where they hiding y'all!?" I can't stop laughing!  She came in and within 5 seconds everyone was rolling on the floor. She is talking right now about how she learned all 12 weeks of training last night. She said "Noah parted the Red Sea. Right?" Hahaha already love her! She is relatively new too, so she will be a great trainer of how to adjust. I already know I am meant to be with her!

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Quick Letter Home [2/12/2016]

"You can sleep when you are dead" -President Hinckley

^ feels so true right now

AHHHH! That's about how I am feeling right now. Both in excitement of all that is happening and how I am growing, but also in slight fear of "what in the world have I just gotten myself into!?" 
But seriously, I am loving it so much here! In the past 3 days I have seen myself grow so much and have learned so much from the testimonies of my district and teachers. I love my companion Sister Carter, who, as a huge blessing to me, I met and talked to on Facebook prior to leaving. The fact that she is my companion really helped me to calm down and know that God truly is looking out for me. I am absolutely in love with my mission so far, and though I am missing y'all, I would not trade the experiences I am having and going to have, for anything! The Spirit is so strong here and I am so excited to go out and apply what I am learning in bringing others unto Christ. I got my travel plans today, and let me tell you, a sense of panic and nervousness set in as I realized what was coming in 9 short days.



Portia didn't want to let Brittany leave, or her luggage into the car. 

Britt leaves for Mississippi the 22nd, and she is so excited! She'll have more to say this week. Check back soon!

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Farewell Talk

Some people have been asking for a copy of this... So here it is! Also, for those of you that weren't able to come, I missed you, but here is my testimony! Love all y'all so much!

Elder Richard G Scott said “My reverence and gratitude for the Atonement of the Holy One of Israel, the Prince of Peace and our Redeemer, continually expands as I strive to understand more about it. I realize that no mortal mind can adequately conceive, nor can human tongue appropriately express, the full significance of all that Jesus Christ has done for our Heavenly Father’s children through His Atonement.”
The nature of the Atonement and its effects are so infinite, so unfathomable, and so profound that it lies beyond the knowledge and comprehension of mortal man.
To attempt to understand the Atonement, first we must understand the meaning of the word as defined in the restored gospel. Atonement is in effect
-The universal redemption of the human race from death invoked by the fall of our first parents, and
-Salvation, whereby means of relief from the results of individual sin are provided.
This definition, though seemingly simple, is in fact central to God’s Plan for us.


The Atonement was a necessary ingredient in our Father’s Plan of Happiness, without which the plan could not have been activated. Alma bears testimony of this in Alma 34 as he says “For it is expedient that an atonement should be made, for according to the great plan of the Eternal God there must be an atonement made, or else all mankind must unavoidably perish...it must needs be an infinite and eternal sacrifice, not one of man. For there is not any man that can sacrifice his own blood which will atone for the sins of another...therefore there can be nothing which is short of an infinite atonement which will suffice for the sins of the world.” Jesus Christ was the only one suited for the requirements of this great sacrifice, for He was the one and only sinless man, the only begotten of the Father, which in He possessed the attributes of both Godhood and manhood. The One chosen in the heavens and foreordained to this service.


Without a Saviour to atone for us, we would not be allowed back to live with our Father. Christ was willing to come and be the necessary member to allow us to repent of our sins and be cleansed so that we have hope of being forgiven and living again with our Eternal Father in Heaven.


The suffering we were to have to bear for our sins was great “how sore you know not, how exquisite you know not, yea how hard to bear you know not...but Christ suffered these things for all, that they might not suffer if they repent.”
The Saviour describes this suffering to Joseph Smith in Doctrine and Covenants 19 as He says “Which suffering caused myself, even God, the greatest of all, to tremble because of pain, and to bleed at every pore, and to suffer both body and spirit. and would that I might not drink the bitter cup and shrink.- Nevertheless, glory be to the Father, and I partook and finished my preparations unto the children of men.”
In seminary as we read this scripture, my teacher said something that has made me truly appreciate the sacrifice of our Saviour. He said “The Saviour had self control enough during the pain to resist using His God powers to relieve the pain, He suffered so that we might be saved.” There is a dash between verses 18 and 19, which was a literal pause as The Saviour spoke. Even speaking to Joseph some 2000 years after, the suffering was still hard for Him to talk about.  Though He suffered beyond comprehension- so much so that He bled from every pore and asked whether it was possible that this burden be lifted from Him- He submitted to the Father’s will in the supreme expression of love for His Father and for us.


In His absolutely pure mind and heart, the Saviour had to personally feel the consequences of all that mankind would ever encounter, even the most depraved and despicable of sins. He was betrayed by Judas Iscariot and denied by Peter. He was mocked by the chief priests and officers; He was stripped, smitten, spat upon, and scourged in the judgment hall. 16 He was led to Golgotha, where nails were driven into His hands and feet. He hung in agony for hours on a wooden cross bearing the title written by Pilate. He had to endure the vicious attack of Satan’s hordes while physically and emotionally pressed to the limit. Then, for reasons we do not fully know, while at the extremity of His capacity, at the time the Savior most needed support, His Father allowed Him to shoulder the unimaginable responsibility with only His own strength and capacity. What an intensely poignant moment it must have been for our Father in Heaven when the Savior cried out from the cross, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”  Elder Scott says “I don’t believe our Father in Heaven forsook His Son on the cross. I do believe the cry was motivated when that Son felt removed the sustaining support He had always enjoyed from His Father. The Father recognized that the Savior needed to accomplish the Atonement totally and completely on His own, without external support. The Father did not abandon His Son. He made it possible for His perfect Son to win the eternal fruits of the Atonement.”
Only through the Saviour’s selfless sacrifice and His grace and mercy, coupled with continuing repentance on our part, can we obtain forgiveness and be cleansed of our sins by the power of the Holy Ghost. We are relieved of the burden of guilt and shame, and through Jesus Christ we become worthy to again live in the presence of God.
As Alma experienced the power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. He wrote “Oh, what joy and what marvelous light I did behold; yea my soul was filled with joy as exceeding as was my pain!” Each of us of can experience this joy as we repent and come unto Christ with a broken heart and a contrite spirit. How great the importance to make these things known unto the inhabitants of the earth! That one suffered for their sins that they may be clean again unto the Lord. That there is one who through grace and mercy, laid down His life according to the flesh and taketh it up  again by the power of the Spirit, that He may bring to pass the resurrection of the dead, being the first that should rise.
A crushing sense of defeat and despair enveloped His disciples as Jesus suffered and died on the cross and His body was placed lifeless in the tomb. The dark afternoon of His Crucifixion, however, was soon followed by the joyous morning of His Resurrection.
We will all suffer physical death, but Jesus Christ overcame the obstacle of the absoluteness of this physical death for us. When He died, and then rose again on the third day, He made it possible for each of us to also be resurrected. His sacrifice gives us the gift of a perfect, immortal body of flesh and bone that will never again be subject to disease, pain, or death. It also makes it possible for us to return to God’s presence to be judged, and, if we are cleansed of our sins, to live forever in His presence. That is why I am going on a mission. As in Mosiah 28, I am desirous that salvation should be declared to every creature, for I cannot bear that any human soul should perish, and the very thought that any soul should endure endless torment causes me to quake and tremble. And great shall be my joy with every soul that is brought unto Him.


In the increasingly dark and tumultuous world there is an imperative need for each of us to strengthen our understanding of the significance of this event so that it may become an unshakable foundation upon which to build our lives. With true and devoted study, this foundation in Christ and His Atonement will provide strength, increase our capacity for a successful life, give us confidence in times of trial and peace in moments of turmoil. I combine my voice with that of Richard G Scott’s when I say “I energetically encourage you to establish a personal study plan to better understand and appreciate the incomparable, eternal, infinite consequences of Jesus Christ’s perfect fulfillment of His divinely appointed calling as our Saviour and Redeemer. Through profound personal pondering of the scriptures accompanied by searching, heartfelt prayer, you will fortify your understanding of and appreciation for His priceless Atonement.”


A little over 2 years ago, I sat in the regional center at a meeting for high school students that I was very adament about not going to as I believed it was only for those that were planning on serving missions. At that time I hadn’t given any thought to serving a mission and therefore felt I didn’t belong in the meeting with President and Sister Fisher, a former mission president that had come to speak the the group. As I sat in the meeting listening to President Fisher talk about the wonderful experiences he had as a mission president, I was overwhelmed with the feeling that I was sitting next to my companion. At the end of the meeting, President Fisher asked each one of us to pray about a mission, and even if we weren’t thinking about serving one, to simply ask. I followed this, and within 2 days I had received multiple confirmations that I was meant to serve a mission. I am so glad that my parents made me, even reluctantly, attend that meeting. I am grateful for the way this decision has and will shape my life. I know that God hears our prayers and answers them. I am so grateful that He heard the humble prayer of a 17 year old and had a plan for me, and a purpose beyond what I could see at the time.
I know that God has a plan for each of us. He has made a way for us, through the Saviour, to get back to Him.


I bear testimony
      • Of the power of the Atonement
      • That Christ really is the Son of God,
      • He lives this very moment
      • He suffered for each and every one of us
      • And He alone holds the key to our salvation and exaltation and is waiting with open arms if we repent and come unto Him


I am so humbled by the call to serve the people in Mississippi and teach them of these truths. I am so excited to go and tell them that I KNOW these things to be true and through them, they may come to know of the happiness and joy that I have experienced in our Saviour. I love this gospel and know its teachings to be true. I say these things in the name….

Why I Chose to Serve

From a very young age, maybe 4 or 5, I have had a plan of what my life would be like. Graduate high school, attend college to become a veterinarian, and marry a handsome man in the Temple. My plan has stayed the relatively the same since I was little, with only minor changes. I had not planned on missionary service, much less thought about it. When the age change was announced, I thought it was an amazing thing, but still didn't feel it applied to me at all. Then 2 years ago my Stake President held a meeting for high school students where former Mission President and Wife, President and Sister Fisher, would speak. I did not feel I needed to attend since the meeting was to be on missionary service and how to prepare now. My parents however, thought otherwise. I was told to attend, if only for the experience of being there. I am so glad I did. 
In the meeting, President Fisher spoke on the remarkable experiences he and his wife had had serving. I took notes and was enthralled with the stories he told. As I was sitting in a room full of my peers, I had a moment of peace and separation from what was around me and instead felt as if I was sitting next to my companion. In the middle of my notes from that day, there is a simple sentence "I just felt as if I was sitting next to my companion." I wish I had written more so that I could remember everything about the defining moment in my life! 
At the end of the meeting, President Fisher asked each of us to pray about serving a mission, and even if we weren't planning on missionary service, to just ask. I went home after and offered a quick and somewhat distracted prayer asking whether a mission was for me. This humble and simple prayer was then answered in multiple ways in the days following. From scriptures read seemingly by chance, to a missionary game we happened to play the day after, I was told and reassured that I was meant to serve as a missionary for my Heavenly Father. Little things that had happened in weeks prior to even going to the meeting began to make sense and gave additional witnesses of my need to serve. 
I am so grateful for my Heavenly Father's Plan for me and His patience and love as He answered the humble prayer of a 17 year old, showing me a plan that was better for me than the short sighted one I had made for myself. I am beyond excited to begin my service in 7 days and go out and teach those in Mississippi of the happiness and joy that can come from this gospel and its truths. I love this gospel and want all of God's children to know of its glory. I bear testimony that this IS the true and restored gospel upon the Earth today and is lead by our eternal and loving Heavenly Father through His prophets. I can't wait to go tell the people of Mississippi that I KNOW these things to be true! I love all y'all and can't wait to tell you of my experiences!